and this time, it isnt e katespade girl.
this time, its a girl whom ive seen before while still w bj.
back then, she recognizes me actually.
was waiting outside for bj n his friends to come out fr e toilet when i feel that there's a girl looking at me.
turns out she's bj friend.
to be even more exact, she's someone that bj tried to woo before.
when i knew abt it last time, i wasnt jealous.
guess i was too happily in love, and i feel safe since he's willing to tell me e truth.

now that i knw abt it again, im feeling down. rli rli down.
there isnt jealousy, there isnt hatred.
prolly because ive met her b4.
and the impression of her was good.
like she's rli friendly and chatty.

y u so 花花公子！
im constantly preparing myself for your status change on fb.
but everytime im afraid.
give me e strength to face e reality.