22nd - 24th dec 2011
the reason why i forsake the australia trip was, him.
didnt wan to be away in a faraway country on christmas day w/o him.
like what i fear, him flirting ard,
sooner or ltr there is bound to be an enemy popping out =(
true enough, she appeared! =((
somehow my feelings retreated back when i knew he has a gf.
which is supposedly good, isnt it?
but i ignored. made my way to find him instead.
i wanted to pretend and be oblivious to his surroundings.

was there on thurs. spent 2 nights at his place.
both days training n training maple x.x
boy went to work early on fri morning. at 6am+
was in total sleep mode.
and he didnt chase me home, so i ended up slping till 930.
when i woke up, his daddy juz returned fr work and even bought me breakfast.
*feels so loved*
but it was really weird.
this was e first time im at b's place w only his parents at home.
i knew it was only half day work for him.
so i didnt wan to go home juz yet.
but i wasnt sure. wasnt sure if he would b back home straight fr work.
or would he go... elsewhere?
while eating breakfast, i texted him.
i knew there was like 90% chance he wouldnt reply.
like he alw does best ; ignoring my smses. *bah*

texted him if i could continue slping or shld i help him train his maple?
and "ding ding" the reply came back so fast i was literally shocked!
while training, b's mummy told me she's abt to go out.
naturally it would b super weird if i continued staying at his place w only his dad at home.
time was near 3 and he wasnt home yet!
mood meter went down immediately after knwing i cant spend another day w him.
he didnt tell me he would be home at what time and prolly thought i would b okay at hm since his mummy is ard.
afterall its friday, christmas season and HALFDAY work.
if it was me, i would def wan to spend time out w my other half ya?

but persistence paid off.
shamelessly staying put at his place when im not of gf status.
since thgs are alr at this state, i cant care much abt what ppl might thk alr.
b's mummy is being super nice.
cooked dinner, cooked lunch and dug out pressies for me loll.
b had 2 dinner on thurs night.
he ate up e whole packet of chicken rice leaving me hungry.
pestered him to cook maggie for me,
ended up his mum took over and cooked porridge w veggie w luncheon meat and fried eggs!
ALOT OF FOOOOOD.
and me being the super small eater, i transferred my share of rice porridge over to his plate instead.
fat babyy to e rescue.
loll at his face when i saw that he had to eat 2 meals for that night.
who asked him not to share his packet of chicken rice w me! *pfft*

there's alot i wanna write down in this blog.
but i guess even without writing down, i would still rmb all e times w him.
when i was beside him, he cheekily went ard flirting w his xlp in maple.
thkng it would affect me.
asking his xlp if she missed him!but it didnt affect me.
hahah the one who shld be worried is his gf instead.

watched movies after movies.
and there's jurassic park which he forced me to watch because he knew i didnt watched it b4.
say i no childhood -_-

i ps-ed alot of friends.
not joining for xmas party, not picking up calls.
felt rli bad.
even if im down w no more friends, i wun regret because this is what i wanted.