i don't know whats got into me.
i can't seem to recover. ever since that day.

i want to b myself & i want both of us to be happy too.
im acting, im putting on a mask. all my emotions hidden.
but deep inside, im feeling miserable and you getting e hurt too.

it seems that the more i try to make thgs right, the worst it becomes.
i need to learn how to love and i hope i have enough time to do so.
would you be right by my side always?

the things ive done, i know.
i cried. i shouted. i threw stuffs onto the ground.
how long more can you tolerate?

perhaps when u've decided to leave, u could give me a hint earlier so that i could prepare myself for it.
this time, i wouldnt cry.