i knw im being a v lousy gf.
even on ur bday, 我还一直闹脾气。
i dn wish to make u upset but i juz cant cant cant cant cannot curb e tantrums.
your calls everyday is not helping at all.
it juz makes me miss u more.
听得到却看不到也抱不到。


and worst, when im feeling down, i start thkng of u, ure totally uncontactable.
i can only wait for ur calls.
what i need is full attention, for you to b beside me and not juz a few mins call.
hopefully this is e last, else i dno how long this rs is gonna last.

they say hurtful thgs because i kept mentioning abt you in e office.
even so, was all e effort n work done fake?

what goes ard comes ard.
hurtful thgs ive said to you, tons.
now its comin back to me. and idk y im so affected by their fucking words.