Sis is back from US tdy.
Im waiting patiently for my darling boy to be back from sailing too.
FIVE LONG WEEEEEEEEEKS!
And i wonder y weekends is passing by very slowly.
Or perhaps because i had a 2 day mc, thats y it seemed like a long weekend.
with or w/o med, im almost slping 24hrs since e day i fell sick.
4 days of rest, but my body doesnt seem to get any better.
still feeling as restless and tired as before.
shouldnt have gone back to work on fri n sat ~.~
so weak and sickly without my bf beside.
baby can i hug you right now? =(


poor baby must be feelin v tired also
doing all the SK work on board, and he's down w sore throat too!
In another hrs time, its gonna be our 4th mth tgd (:
Although we cannot spent it tgd, and i really feel like blaming it on _______ ,
but its okay because we will spent many more mthsary ahead.
whats more, missing 1 or 2 monthsary doesnt kill...

BUT please! no more sailing after this trip -_-
else it really does kill me from -missing bf overdose-
guess i wun be receiving calls fr him tonight since he said he would end v late..


e state of missing you right now is so overwhelming that its startin to make me cry again